Tashina

the problem...

2011-05-18T11:26:00.000-06:00

Sums up the problem in public education.

Paul Thomas from dailycensored.com had this to say...

A new slogan has appeared from the ranks of educators who know the new education reform movement to be misguided, uninformed, and powerful: “Those who can, teach. Those who cannot pass laws about teaching.”

This is a parody of the demeaning, “Those who can, do. Those who cannot, teach.” It is this saying that is at the heart of the cultural disrespect that much of the U.S. holds and voices about educators, but the newer slogan, in the second part, hits the key problem with how our schools are run and who takes the blame: The reality is that teachers in K-12 U.S. public education have little autonomy and professional power–and that is even more pronounced today than 40 years ago–but the architects of how schools are run, politicians and self-appointed education experts, have somehow shifted all the blame and accountability onto those teachers who are mandated to implement the misguided policies dictated by elected officials, who are overwhelmingly without experience or expertise in education.

I couldn't agree more... Go here to read the full article. Go here to contact your legislators and encourage them to tell congress to reject cuts and invest in education.

spread the word

2011-02-16T16:13:00.003-07:00

Me again, trying to spread the word. Been sharing my message about the r-word since I was a kid. Happy that in recent years the amazing people from Special Olympics and Best Buddies have made this initiative global.

Respectful and inclusive language is essential to the movement for the dignity and humanity of people with intellectual disabilities. However, much of society does not recognize the hurtful, dehumanizing and exclusive effects of the word “retard(ed).”

It's time to address this minority "slur" and raise the consciousness of society to its hurtful effects. Our society has learned to except the derogatory use of the r-word. Even when people say "I don't mean it that way," it's still hurtful to people with disabilities, their families and friends.

As a sister of a brother with down syndrome, a special educator and an overall advocate for people with disabilities, this word hurts ME. Please think about your vocabulary.

Go here to pledge your support.

must have.

2010-09-16T11:56:00.003-06:00

Loving this etsy shop. I must have...the sunrise- drop earrings, the white chrysanthemum earrings and the round earring trio - red, black, and turquoise. Love her stuff and the prices rock...

I also must have the cutest blue, vintagy necklace holder from this blog.

And I love catching up on style do's, dont's, tips and tricks from these gals...

Oh and I REALLY want to win the giveaway!

Peace out.

hello world

2010-09-15T20:37:00.003-06:00

It's been forever since I've blogged...I've been busy, but everyone is busy. I just have not had the desire to until today. So in a nutshell here's what I've been up the last 6 months...

April- Mama and I visited Cori and the bebes over spring break. So great. Love that girl. Seriously A.D.O.R.E. those kiddos.

May- Finished another semester of grad school and completed my 3rd year teaching. Ahhh. Tried to get in shape for the Wasatch Back. Celebrated Matty's 30th and my loves 32nd birhtday.

June- Turned 29... ouch. Got to spend more time with my sis Cori and my favorite little munchkins. Mom, Cori, Tarah and I hosted a baby shower for my little sis, Megs. Ran the Wasatch Back with awesome friends and family. Nick and I took a trip to NorCal to visit friends and family.

July- Taught summer school. Worked at Hamiltons. Hosted a bridal shower for my friend Jocelyn. Rocked out at a Paul McCartney concert, that man is amazing still... in his 60's. Fell in love with Tim McGraw AGAIN, no one can rock tight jeans like that cowboy. Helped with Justin and Jocelyn's wedding... so great.

August- Attempted to get ready for school. Bella arrived and I have another darling niece to spoil and adore. Started my 4th (and by far) craziest year of teaching. Started my second year of grad school. Didn't do a day less than 12 hours.

September- Been trying to keep my head screwed on... still averaging 12 hour+ days. Went to Vegas last weekend, that helped a little :).

The rest of this month will be devoted to...

-Finding some balance in my crazy life. Not sure it will ever happen this year... Work is seriously on another LEVEL I didn't know could exist. Grad school is... grad school, enough said. Oh and I need to find time for my family that I cannot live without, a sweetie I love and friends that I adore.

-Getting back together with crossfit. We broke up for a bit... those 12+ hour days were not good for our relationship.

-Training hard for another Ragnar in October. We are Vegas bound for this race. And thrilled to reunite with old team members.

-Finding joy in every crazy day and being thankful for all of the blessings in my life.

Maybe one day I will post some pics... but no promises.

Happy Fall.

It's been 6 months...

2010-04-04T18:39:00.007-06:00

since I've seen these little sweeties...

or this special girl...

I'm not sure if I can last much longer...

Good thing I'll be there (Mesa) in 3 days...

Bring on the sunshine.

Gearing Up...

2010-03-16T13:19:00.003-06:00

for this craziness... I really should have started to get serious about this a few months ago... but I'm committed now. Nick and I have been taking advantage of the rare Logan sunshine we have had the last few days. We are really enjoying getting in shape for the race. I'm super excited to be doing it with some of my family and dearest friends. What a great way to kick off the summer... I'm really not a runner but I'm learning to be. I'll keep you posted on my training!

Thankful...

2010-03-13T17:02:00.008-07:00

for this boy...

and the 12 years that have gone by since his cancer diagnosis, March 13 1998. I still remember the feelings of that day. I'm grateful everyday that Matty was able to pull through. I thank the Lord that he is still with us today. I love you, Matty. You continue to inspire me.

love your little sis.

Words to live by...

2010-03-11T11:40:00.005-07:00

My thoughts exactly...

Happy 100th Grandpa Brownie!

2010-03-03T15:03:00.002-07:00

I really miss this man.

My Grandpa Brownie would be 100 today. I miss him and think of him often. He was a wonderful, sweet, humble man. His legacy lives on through his children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren. I love you Grandpa Brownie.

today's the day...

2010-03-03T08:32:00.007-07:00

spread the word to end the word...

pledge to stop using the r-word.

it's degrading and hurtful, even if you don't mean it that way.

any of you who know my brother matt, should know why.

pledge here.

Do me a favor...

2010-02-17T13:49:00.010-07:00

Young people around the country are taking a stand and raising awareness of the dehumanizing and hurtful effects of the words “retard” or “retarded” and are helping encourage Americans to think before they speak.

Help eliminate the demeaning use of the R-word(retard) –a common taunt used to make fun of others. Often unwittingly, the word is used to denote behavior that is clumsy, hapless, and even hopeless...

BUT WHETHER INTENTIONAL OR NOT, THE WORD CONJURES UP A PAINFUL STEREOTYPE OF PEOPLE WITH INTELLECTUAL DISABILITIES. IT HURTS. EVEN IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT THAT WAY.

On or before March 3, visit www.r-word.org and make your pledge to not use the R-word.

~To all of my friends, family and other blog viewers... please take a minute to think about this, do some research and evaluate your own vocabulary. This is something I have been passionate about since I was a child, please help spread the word to end the word.

Happy Birthday Mama

2010-01-27T08:24:00.005-07:00

There really is not another Nora Lee out there. At least not one like you. You are a gem of a person, Mom. You have done SO much for SO many people. You leave a lasting impression on everyone you meet. You have always served others and the Lord with unsurpassed compassion and kindness. You are an exemplary woman. I am blessed beyond measure to have you as a Mother. I am honored to be your daughter. Congratulations on 60 years of wisdom and grace. May your day be fabulous. You deserve it.

Love you Mom.

(Mom and I mocking Utah hair)

And another happy birthday to...

2010-01-07T09:19:00.007-07:00

this girl.

Kels, I'm so grateful to have you as my friend. I look forward to our daily butt-kickings at the gym. It helps so much to have a friend that also teaches special ed and understands what I mean when it's been "a day". I don't know if I'd be as motivated to get grad school done if I didn't have you by my side doing it with me. You have been such a great support to me the last couple of years. You are a wonderful person. You are kind, thoughtful and always thinking of others. I hope you have a fabulous day. You deserve nothing but the best life has to offer. Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday to...

2010-01-06T13:05:00.007-07:00

my lil' sis Cori...

and my best friend Nicole...

Two of the best mommy's I know! How neat that two of my most favorite people share the same birthday. Happy birthday ladies. I love you both and wish we all lived closer to each other. Have a fabulous day!

all is well

2009-12-16T16:26:00.006-07:00

Life has been hard for me the last few months. Things really are good but life is just hard sometimes. My job is soooo rewarding. But let's be honest it can be soooo hard. And lately it has been a labor of love. Teaching students with disabilities means that I deal with A LOT of behavior. The good news? After several particularly intense weeks to say the least, our school psychologist told me that it doesn't get much worse than "that", ever. Oh and you don't want to know what "that" means. He then went on to say "and you are smiling today"... I was and I was thankful for that. And then the best part, he said "You will be an awesome Mom. You experience more here in your classroom than you will likely ever experience with your own kids." That made me feel pretty good. It's funny he said that because although I do not have children YET, I have compared my feelings for my students with what it might be like to be a parent. My students will do things that absolutely freak me out for a minute, but I find the strength to be calm, collected and cool (well I try to it doesn't always happen). And you would think I want to send them-a-packin' (and I want to sometimes) but really at the end of the day, I just want to hug them and help them learn and grow and fit in. I'm assuming that's what it's kind of like when you are a parent. Everyday is a labor of love, I think I get that. I'll just have to wait and see. I love my kiddos (well they are teenagers really). And I love my job, even on the hard days.

I spent about an hour this afternoon after school, reading the NieNie Dialogues. It was just what I needed. And now I feel inspired, grateful and blessed. That woman, her family, her story and her outlook on life just amaze me. If you are having a hard day or a hard life in general, spend a few hours and read through her posts. It was just what I needed today. And now I feel hopeful, happy, blessed, grateful, energetic, content. Life is good, all is well.

P.S.
I just finished my second master's class. I'm rocking a 4.0 right now... lets see if I can keep it up. And I'm about to have a heavenly 2 week break from teaching and a few weeks before my next class starts. Just what the doctor ordered!

Love to all!

It's Here

2009-11-20T14:47:00.003-07:00

And I'm going tonight. And yes, I'm standing in line for 2 hours to get a good seat. Sometimes its fun to feel 17 again, especially when your Mom and friends do it with you.

Weather Report

2009-09-30T13:40:00.004-06:00

Current weather in Logan, Utah:
rainy, cold & 45 degrees, blah...

Current weather in Mesa, Arizona:
sunny, warm & 92 degrees, nice...

And the best part is, by this time tomorrow I'll be in Arizona, soaking up the sun, hanging with my sis and spoiling these little cutie pies...

Just what I need...

I'm really excited...

2009-09-04T10:14:00.002-06:00

to see this girl tomorrow. The last couple of weeks and months have been extremely stressful, emotional, overwhelming and just kind of sucky altogether. Cori has had enough of her own stress too! I've missed her so much since she has been gone. I can't wait to see her this weekend and play with my sissy's. We all need a little girl time!

a quick update...

2009-07-15T17:15:00.003-06:00

So I haven't blogged in over a month... I thought with it being summer and all I'd have plenty of time to... so not the case. So here's what I've been up...

To start off the summer, headed to Vegas for the weekend with Dad and some of the sisters for the Beatles Love show and some play-time, Dad-style (aka- treating us like queens!)

Turned the big 2-8, funny thing today somebody asked me how old I was and I froze... I COULD NOT REMEMBER. I'm way to young for that to be happening.

Once summer finally got here (I swear only a few weeks ago) lots of boating and water-skiing. One of my favorite things about summer.

Quality time with Nicks sister and her family who were in town.

A wonderful 4th of July... cruise-in, bbqing, boating, fireworks, all the makings of a great holiday weekend.

Lots of good girl-time with some great girl-friends.

Savored some great time with Cori, Craig and my favorite kiddos. I just love that girl! It's funny Cori and I did not see eye-to-eye growing up (any of our friends & family from back in the day can attest to this). But now, we could not be better friends. Every time we spend time together, our relationship strengthens and we truly compliment each other. And I really miss her and her family... my heart literally aches for them.

I'm teaching summer school to some of my kiddos... pretty chill now that we got settled.

Still doing the grad school thing... 3 weeks til my first class is done! It's been a long one for summer- 12 weeks!

Working at the restaurant a bit here and there.

Oh, and I decided I didn't have quite enough going on, so I decided to do a triathlon. I've been training seriously for the last month or so. We'll see how it goes... it's this Saturday!

I'll post some pics soon... hopefully. After this weekend I THINK things should slow down a bit.

more to come...

bitter-sweet

2009-06-04T00:10:00.002-06:00

Today was the last day of school for my students. I can't believe I've already been teaching for two years... crazy. The last few weeks I've been so anxious to be done for the year. However, by 2:20 today, the kids were gone and I was in my classroom cleaning up the mayhem from our day-long yearbook/summer birthday/senior spotlight party and I felt sad. I'm definitely ready for the break, but the end of year means the close of a chapter in my life and the lives of my students. It means they are growing up, becoming adults and in a few years I won't be responsible for them anymore. Most of the kids I'll see soon enough, but a few are moving on. It was really bitter-sweet to say goodbye to our "senior" students. This next transition is so important and necessary for their development BUT it's really hard to say good-bye. Heather (the most amazing teacher I work super closely with) and I talk a lot about how invested we are with our students. I would venture to say that next to parents, we know our students better than anyone else. So, whether they are tough or challenging or just plain stubborn... when it's time for them to move on... it's HARD. If this is what it's like to be a parent, I'm going to be an emotional one. But... I understand how necessary change is for all of us. I have new students coming in that will need me and challenge me and I'm so excited to get to know them. I just want to thank my students for being so wonderful, working so hard and teaching me more than I ever teach them. I absolutely love what I do... even though I'm still trying to figure it all out. I feel so blessed and honored to be doing what I do. I love these kids... and I love the people I work with... you are all my heroes.

So if it's not apparent, I'm feeling a little emotional tonight. I do, however have an exciting summer ahead of me. Grad school, teaching summer school in July, maybe a trip to Los Cabos and to kick it all off- a daddy-daughters weekend in Vegas. My dad rocks, he's treating my sisters and I to an all expenses paid weekend... Beatles Love show, swimming, sunning, shopping and great food. The timing could not be better!

Happy Summer!

For Matt...

2009-05-28T11:30:00.005-06:00

Happy 29th birthday to my big brother Matty! You truly are the world's sweetest brother. You always have been such a sweet, special part of our family. Our family would not be what it is without you. You have blessed our lives and the lives of so many, more than you will ever know. You truly inspire me... Much of what I have worked so hard to achieve is because of your influence in my life. I could not treasure a person more than I treasure you. I will always be here for you. I will always take care of you. You will always be my hero. Enjoy your special day buddy, you deserve it.

Love your sissy,
Tash

For Nick...

2009-05-26T19:14:00.005-06:00

I Just wanted to wish my honey a happy 31st birthday. I'm sorry that I didn't get to see much of you today... we did have a fun weekend though!

I just want you to know how much I love you. I'm so proud of your drive and determination. I admire how hard you work to be successful and pursue your goals. You are a kind and tender-hearted person and I treasure that about you. I appreciate how well you treat me and the fact that you help balance me out a bit. I can be intense and you definitely help weather the storm! Thank you for being such a great support to me over the last few years as I finished my undergrad, started my career and now as I pursue more education. I appreciate that you know how important what I do is to me and you encourage my efforts. It really means the world.

Enjoy the rest of your day...

Love,
Tash

***a few cheesy bday pics for your viewing pleasure... don't judge his hat I MADE him wear it***

sucky mondays...

2009-05-11T20:33:00.003-06:00

So I was talking to one of my dear friends, Kels today and she brought up a good point. Why do we blog... and why don't we post that often? I don't post that often because I don't feel like I have anything exciting enough for someone else to read.

But really... who is the blog for? All the peeps that read it... well yes it's a good way for people to keep in touch with my life.... but really it's for me. It's my record of how my life is each day. My blog shouldn't be about only the great days and exciting news I have to share. It should be about life... REAL life... that's not picture perfect. Now don't get me wrong, I have a great life and so much to be thankful for. I'm very fulfilled with the things I'm involved with but some days just kind of suck... like today sucky monday, I'm calling it.

It started at 5:15 with too little sleep, skipped breakfast, and lunch (not on purpose), lots of crazy end-of-year stuff at work, a super-hard workout-- on an empty stomach-- not sure what I was thinking-- , I missed my tanning appointment (i know call it one of my weaknesses), add in a little stress of grad school starting tomorrow and you my friends have a sucky monday.

But I'm sure tomorrow will be a terrific tuesday... at least I hope it will. Wishful thinking, I guess. Don't you just love days like today?

Here I go again...

2009-04-17T13:58:00.002-06:00

Well it's official, I'm going to grad school. I got my acceptance letter today and I start taking classes this summer. I will be working towards a Master of Science in Special Education. I will be attending Utah State University, where I did my undergrad. I'm really looking forward to continuing my education. I will keep teaching while I pursue my degree. I will take a few classes during the school year and load up in the summer. The great thing about this program is that it is intended for teachers-- so most students enrolled will also be teaching. Life is about to get pretty hectic... bring on the crazy!

I'm in heaven...

2009-04-08T22:27:00.003-06:00

Long story short... Mom, Matt, Heather and I decided on a whim to take the short (ha ha) drive to Mesa to visit Cori and her family. We just could not let spring break go by with out getting a dose of warm weather. And we miss the Robinsons. Logan is hard for me to deal with this time of year-- I'm so sick of winter!

Cori and I were talking on Monday and she was telling me this and that about what she has discovered and what she likes about Arizona. Some how that conversation led to us being here 36 hours later.

Anyway... Cori and I ran outside this morning (it was so much more enjoyable than running in Utah... I have never acclimated to the altitude change). I felt like I could have run a marathon! We all went out to lunch, looked at potential houses for Cori and her fam, went shopping and had a little swim. The rest of this week will be devoted to sunning, swimming, shopping and savoring every minute with these adorable kidlets, my sis and my bro-in-law. I love my family... I'm so lucky...

And by the way, the sun is theraputic... TRUST ME!

Innocence...

2009-04-03T09:15:00.003-06:00

My Mom forwarded this story in an email to me... it is really sweet and reminded me a lot of Matty. It takes a minute to read but is well worth it!

GOD LIVES UNDER THE BED

I envy Kevin. My brother, Kevin, thinks God lives under his bed. At least that's what I heard him say one night.

He was praying out loud in his dark bedroom, and I stopped to listen, 'Are you there, God?' he said. 'Where are you? Oh, I see. Under the bed...'

I giggled softly and tiptoed off to my own room. Kevin's unique perspectives are often a source of amusement. But that night something else lingered long after the humor. I realized for the first time the very different world Kevin lives in.

He was born 30 years ago, mentally disabled as a result of difficulties during labor. Apart from his size (he's 6-foot-2), there are few ways in which he is an adult.

He reasons and communicates with the capabilities of a 7-year-old, and he always will. He will probably always believe that God lives under his bed, that Santa Claus is the one who fills the space under our tree every Christmas and that airplanes stay up in the sky because angels carry them.

I remember wondering if Kevin realizes he is different. Is he ever dissatisfied with his monotonous life?

Up before dawn each day, off to work at a workshop for the disabled, home to walk our cocker spaniel, return to eat his favorite macaroni-and-cheese for dinner, and later to bed.

The only variation in the entire scheme is laundry, when he hovers excitedly over the washing machine like a mother with her newborn child.

He does not seem dissatisfied.

He lopes out to the bus every morning at 7:05, eager for a day of simple work.

He wrings his hands excitedly while the water boils on the stove before dinner, and20he stays up late twice a week to gather our dirty laundry for his next day's laundry chores.

And Saturdays - oh, the bliss of Saturdays! That's the day my Dad takes Kevin to the airport to have a soft drink, watch the planes land, and speculate loudly on the destination of each passenger inside. 'That one's goin' to Chi-car-go! ' Kevin shouts as he claps his hands.

His anticipation is so great he can hardly sleep on Friday nights.

And so goes his world of daily rituals and weekend field trips.

He doesn't know what it means to be discontent.

His life is simple.

He will never know the entanglements of wealth of power, and he does not care what brand of clothing he wears or what kind of food he eats. His needs have always been met, and he never worries that one day they may not be.

His hands are diligent. Kevin is never so happy as when he is working. When he unloads the dishwasher or vacuums the carpet, his heart is completely in it.

He does not shrink from a job when it is begun, and he does not leave a job until it is finished. But when his tasks are done, Kevin knows how to relax..

He is not obsessed with his work or the work of others. His heart is pure.

He still believes everyone tells the truth, promises must be kept, and when you are wrong, you apologize instead of argue.

Free from pride and unconcerned with appearances, Kevin is not afraid to cry when he is hurt, angry or sorry. He is always transparent, always sincere. And he trusts God.

Not confined by intellectual reasoning, when he comes to the Lord, h e comes as a child. Kevin seems to know God - to really be friends with Him in a way that is difficult for an 'educated' person to grasp. God seems like his closest companion.

In my moments of doubt and frustrations with my beliefs, I envy the security Kevin has in his simple faith.

It is then that I am most willing to admit that he has some divine knowledge that rises above my mortal questions.

It is then I realize that perhaps he is not the one with the handicap. I am. My obligations, my fear, my pride, my circumstances - they all become disabilities when I do not trust them to God's care.

Who knows if Kevin comprehends things I can never learn? After all, he has spent his whole life in that kind of innocence, praying after dark and soaking up the goodness and love of God.

And one day, when the mysteries of heaven are opened, and we are all amazed at how close God really is to our hearts, I'll realize that God heard the simple prayers of a boy who believed that God lived under his bed.

Kevin won't be surprised at all!

Today's the day...

2009-03-31T08:56:00.003-06:00

Please take a minute today and log on to www.r-word.org and pledge to eliminate the use of the r-word from your vocabulary. The use of the word hurts people... even if you don't mean it that way. Any of you who know my brother Matt, should know why.

"Cool School"

2009-03-18T14:44:00.003-06:00

Logan High School was the "cool school" of the week on Fox 13 news. Check out what our class had to say!

Click here

SPREAD THE WORD TO END THE WORD 03.31.09

2009-03-16T13:08:00.005-06:00

Our choice of language frames how we think about others.
It is time to respect and value people with intellectual disabilities.
It is time to accept and welcome us as your friends and neighbors.

Young people around the country are taking a stand and raising awareness of the dehumanizing and hurtful effects of the words “retard” or “retarded” and are helping encourage Americans to think before they speak.

• On March 31, visit www.r-word.org and make your pledge to not use the R-word. Our goal is to get 100,000 pledges.

• We ask that you help us “Change the conversation” to help eliminate the demeaning use of the R-word from today’s popular youth vernacular and replace it with “respect.” We are asking for your help in creating a more accepting world for people with intellectual disabilities and all those people that may appear different, but have unique gifts and talents to share with the world.

• We’re asking every person - young and old - to help eliminate the demeaning use of the R-word(retard) –a common taunt used to make fun of others. Often unwittingly, the word is used to denote behavior that is clumsy, hapless, and even hopeless. BUT WHETHER INTENTIONAL OR NOT, THE WORD CONJURES UP A PAINFUL STEREOTYPE OF PEOPLE WITH INTELLECTUAL DISABILITIES. IT HURTS. EVEN IF YOU DON'T MEAN IT THAT WAY.

To all of my friends, family and other blog viewers... please take a minute to think about this, do some research, evaluate your vocabulary and help spread the word to end the word.

I'm going to miss this girl...

2009-03-13T09:38:00.005-06:00

and her adorable family! My brother-in-law Craig, got a new job in Mesa, Arizona and had to start a few weeks ago. Since then, Cori and her little munchkins have been at Mom and Dad's while they waited for their house to close escrow. I have loved being able to spend so much time with them.

Last night Cori and I watched like 8 episodes of a teenage high school drama... so lame... but addicting... we had so much fun. Cori cried and hugged me last night before she went to bed. She told me how much she loved me and that she was going to miss me. My heart felt full... I will miss her so much. I'm so glad that we can be such close friends. Growing up, Cori and I did not always see eye to eye. Probably because I was some what of a rebel and she well... just wasn't. As we have "come into our own" as adults we have become the best of friends. I treasure my relationship with her and am so grateful that she is my sister.

Craig is coming up this weekend to say good bye, pick up his family and take them to their new life in Arizona. I'm so happy for the new opportunity and experiences that are awaiting them, but I will miss them dearly. I love you sissy.

50 Random Facts About Me

2009-02-26T14:39:00.004-07:00

Ok... I broke down and did this... here you go Kels and Kim

1. I’m obsessed with checking whether or not I unplugged the flat iron, blew out a candle or turned off a space heater… I check 3 or 4 times just to make sure
2. I’m lactose intolerant BUT love dairy products
3. My favorite colors are green and pink
4. I HATE box elder bugs… they absolutely creep me out!
5. Jack-in-the box tacos are my favorite food
6. My name means: beautiful spot on the side of the mountain… it’s Cheyenne Indian
7. My grandma Beverly gave me her wedding dress and China before she died... I really miss her
8. I still have a down pillow from when I was a kid… it has about 1/16 of the feathers still in it… I can’t get rid of it… it drives nick crazy
9. My dog sneaks in my bed each night… it drives me crazy… but I let him
10. I’m obsessed with DVR
11. I still buy and read…ok... look at US weekly
12. I’ve never loved reading but twilight turned me on to it. I’ve read more books in the last 2 years then I’ve read in my whole life
13. I have 5 sisters… ahhh estrogen fest when we are together
14. I work out at least 5 times a week… surprisingly never with my boyfriend… but with 2 of my greatest friends, Kels and Kim
15. I love treats… I always have a sweet tooth for something
16. I love going to the movies
17. I love my UGGS and wear them out way too quickly
18. I love handbags but can’t afford the ones I really want
19. I like a clean house but can never keep my room clean
20. I’m convinced I’ll never have a big enough closet
21. I love getting my back rubbed or tickled
22. I can’t sleep in on the weekends…it’s so annoying… that’s what happens when you wake up at 5:30 everyday
23. I eat instant oatmeal for breakfast in my classroom everyday.
24. I’m starting grad school this summer and not looking forward to studying again
25. I go tanning about once a week even though I know how bad it is for me
26. In the last 5 years I’ve spent at least $6,000 on my hair… ouch that hurts
27. I’m obsessed with post-it notes and lists… my desk at work is covered with them
28. If I were rich, I’d get a pedicure once a week… I hate doing it myself
29. Sometimes at work when I’m conducting a meeting with all of these professionals… I freak out a little in my head… I feel like a little kid sitting in a big chair… telling all these grown ups what I think.
30. My brother Matt is my hero
31. I talk to my mom everyday… sometimes more than once
32. I would like to do a triathlon or marathon some day even though I do not enjoy running… I make myself!
33. I wear different earrings everyday
34. I have to have my diet pepsi every day at lunch… it gets me through
35. I pick out my outfit every night before I go to bed…accessories and all!
36. I have 14 different lipsticks and glosses in my purse even though I only use 3 or 4 of them
37. I prefer baths but take mostly showers because I have to be quick
38. I hate driving if Nick is in the car with me… I always make him drive
39. I hate when Nick and I have to take 2 cars somewhere
40. I’m obsessed with making the perfect chocolate chip cookies… anyone that has lived with me knows that
41. I absolutely adore my niece and nephews
42. I miss California
43. I’d rather be hot than cold
44. I love spending the summer on the boat or in the water
45. I am left handed
46. I’m addicted to murder mystery and cop shows like CSI, the first 48 hours, and manhunters
47. I love TLC, A&E, the food network and HGTV
48. I love taking pictures but I am horrible about actually printing them
49. I love food—when I go out to eat I like the total experience
50. I ask Nick his opinion about an outfit or accessory and almost always go with the one he didn’t choose

OK girls... it was kind of fun to think about all the random things I do!

Daddy...

2009-02-26T07:56:00.004-07:00

Today is my Dad's birthday. My Dad lives his life with much intensity in just about everything he does. As I have come into adulthood, I have realized that much of my drive, intensity and passion for life I inherited from my Dad. Dad has always lived life to the fullest, he works hard and likes to play hard and I love that about him... probably because I'm the same way. Dad has always worked hard for his family. If ever there is a person in need, Dad will ALWAYS find some way to help. Growing up, Dad instilled in me the importance of educating yourself, developing a good work ethic, being a dependable person and taking care of your responsibilities. I value these principles in my own life and appreciate my Dad being a great teacher and example of these things. My Dad is proud of me... sometimes it drives me crazy when he talks about how "proud" he is... but I'm glad I can make him happy. Dad and I have always been tight, even through my "rebellion" years. I am forever endeared to my Dad for always keeping me close to him, even when I know at times I disappointed him. I'm glad that my Dad and I have always been good friends... I know we always will.

Thank you Dad for all that you have done for me, for our family and for anyone else that needs you. You are a great man, I love you so much. Enjoy your birthday, the world is better with you on it.

Love,
"your biggest little girl"
Tashina

I'm speechless...

2009-02-15T20:01:00.004-07:00

check out my cousin Julie's blog to find out why...

MONDAYS...

2009-02-02T15:13:00.002-07:00

Bleh... ugh... I think there should be no such thing as Mondays. Or maybe we could just rename them Fundays or something. I think that would help. Just a thought...

Happy Birthday...

2009-01-27T08:06:00.003-07:00

to my wonderful Mother. Words simply cannot express the love and compassion I feel for you Mom. I'm 27 years old and I still feel the need to talk to you daily. It's not so much that I need guidance every single day... I just feel the need for you to be involved in my life. Thank you for always listening to the happenings of my day and interjecting advice when needed.

I love that we are the same in so many ways yet have differences as well. I love that you love me unconditionally as I love you. I love that I always know when you've got something you need to talk about. I love that we are perfect shopping partners. I love that you love all of your kids and treasure our uniqueness. I love that you always made us chocolate chip cookies and now we are all obsessed with making the perfect cookies. I love that you have always made our home feel like home... our house has always been beautifully decorated and clean... even when money was tight when we were young. I love that you always made sure we had nice clothes and our hair was perfect... not much has changed with us. I love that you have always seen good in people and love unconditionally.

Thank you for sticking with me and having faith in me through my young adult years. Thank you for believing in me. Your confidence has helped me achieve amazing things that I am proud of and grateful for. Thank you for your wonderful example. You have been an example to all every day of your life. There are truly few like you... you are a gem... you are my best friend. I love you... enjoy your day Mama.

Love your biggest little girl!

The time has come...

2009-01-13T22:22:00.004-07:00

for a new laptop. My current laptop is a dinosaur... well in this age of technology it is. It's so crazy to me that in five short years a computer can seem so ancient! Two of my sisters got new laptops recently and my Mom even got a sweet new computer. So... I jumped on the band wagon! I got a Toshiba M300. I'm super excited about it... except for the fact that I don't get it until Friday.

Happy 26th Sissy!

2009-01-08T08:49:00.004-07:00

My lil sis Cori turned 26 on Tuesday... I just wanted to give her a little shout out. I truly could not love or adore you more Cori. I am so proud of you. Love your big sis!

The reason for the season...

2008-12-18T10:18:00.005-07:00

Most of my students attend release-time seminary here at the high school. They have a wonderful teacher...I went through the special education program with her... she's amazing. Anyway, today our students put on the nativity for the rest of the seminary classes. It was so special to see them all dressed up in character and taking their parts so seriously. It really made me think about "the reason for the season." Thank you to my students for your sweet reminder of what Christmas is all about.

Thanksgiving...

2008-12-09T17:14:00.007-07:00

So it's a little late to post about Thanksgiving but I've been swamped at work and with Christmas decorating, shopping, etc. since we got back from our trip. Nick and I went to Seattle with his parents to visit his sister, brother in law and niece. It was a lot of fun... we did some touristy stuff, ate too much food and played with his niece. The only bad part was the drive. Luckily (and thanks to sky miles we are finally using) we get to fly to Disneyland two weeks from today. I'm really looking forward to spending Christmas with my family at the happiest place on earth. I know not everyone thinks that about Disneyland BUT if you are a Meaker you do-- it's kind of a requirement.

Not that anyone cares... but I do... I had to buy that cute over-priced beanie at Pikes place and wear it the whole trip because I forgot what it's like to live around moisture. My hair did the nasty wave-curl-so not beach sexy thing the whole time we were there! Rather than try to mess with it... I wore the beanie the whole trip.

Chaos...

2008-12-04T14:57:00.005-07:00

has been the story of my life at work the last few days. If only I could talk about what a typical day consists of lately... what a reality show it would be! I really love my job... despite the chaos and exhausting part of it... I have so much fun. I love being able to come to work and get lost in it. If I wake up feeling a little down, as soon as I get to work, I forget. If I'm feeling kind of stressed about something, as soon as I get to work, it doesn't matter. If I just feel chubby one day, one of my students will tell me how nice I look. Direct quote from one of them... "Hey Tash, you're looking good today!" It's really probably not that appropriate for him to say... but I just say thanks cause I needed to hear it.

I am so grateful for my job... it brings me a lot of joy. I take pride in what I do and I treasure the relationships I have with my students and the staff I work with. I'm so glad that I made getting my education a priority (even though it took me a little longer than most). I'm also grateful that I chose a job that is as rewarding as mine is. I can't imagine going to work everyday doing the same mundane tasks... day after day. I love that I am done by 3 everyday (if I want to be), that I have summers off, weekends off, every holiday off and I get paid all year long... that helps balance out the okay pay.

I love working with people with disabilities. I feel honored to be responsible for these amazing students each day. Even when I'm stressed out and feel like I'm going to lose it... it doesn't change the way I feel about them. I appreciate the patience my students have with me. These last couple of years have been a huge learning experience and I will always appreciate what they have taught me. They have truly blessed my life.

Happy Turkey Day...

2008-11-24T12:40:00.002-07:00

I'm off to Seattle tomorrow morning with Nick and his parents. We are going to spend Thanksgiving with Nick's sister and her family. I'm so excited to go out of town but I will really miss my family on Thanksgiving. I guess it's fair though... cause my family will steal Nick away from his when we go to Disneyland for Christmas. I hope everyone's holiday is fabulous and we all take the time to reflect about what we are thankful for. Happy Thanksgiving... travel safe!

Twilight...

2008-11-24T09:31:00.002-07:00

saw it... loved it... despite some cheesy parts and okay special effects.

Lucky for me and every other vampire love sick lady out there...

Summit Entertainment announced Saturday that the studio is officially moving forward with the production of NEW MOON, the second installment of its filmed franchise TWILIGHT, the action-packed, modern day vampire love story!

Here are some pics from dinner and the movie Saturday night! It was so much fun to be a teenager for a few hours!

Can't wait...

2008-11-20T09:36:00.006-07:00

to go to dinner here...

and watch this movie...

Saturday night with some fabulous friends!

Nick...

2008-11-12T14:26:00.013-07:00

I realized today that I rarely blog about my boyfriend Nick. I just wanted to give a little shout out to him (even though he will probably never read this blog). He actually likes that I blog so much because then I can't give him a bad time on the weekends we he's glued to the computer screen to watch his fantasy football standings! Nick and I have been dating for over 3 years (i know it's been forever). Most people have a hard time understanding our relationship and the fact that we are still not married. Bottom line is he treats me like a princess, believes in me, supports me, is proud of me, makes me feel beautiful and I can't imagine life without him. I hope that sometime in the near future we can get married and have all the wonderful blessings that come along with it. For now... I am grateful for what I have with him. Here are a few other things I love about Nick...
-He's hot... he's got the body of a model and the sexiest arms ever!
-He takes care of his body and enjoys educating others about wellness
-He's athletic... he's a fabulous water skier among other things
-He's extremely kind to others... he cares about the people in his life and shows it with his actions
-He's mellow... I am pretty much the opposite of mellow and as a result...
-He balances me
-He loves animals (as do I... we kind of have a kid, his name is Scooter... he's an italian greyhound)
-He's very handy... he builds stuff like houses and wears a tool belt...I love it!
-He's not afraid to take risks... go SLEEP DX!
-He loves his family and respects his parents
-He loves and appreciates my intense family
-He's patient... with me...and everything else
-He's so amazing with kids... they just love him!
-He makes me feel safe
-He makes things that are important to me a priority... like my obsession with holidays, birthdays, festivities... all the stuff I spend lots of money on and I know he thinks are maybe not so necessary but joins in anyway!
-He's so genuine... what you see is what you get...the first thing that attracted me to Nick was how genuine he was in our very first conversation over three years ago... he's still that same guy!

I love you babes...

Here's a pic of us on Halloween this year.

My thoughts exactly...

2008-11-06T16:31:00.002-07:00

*Disclaimer... this is an opinion... don't get all flustered if you don't agree! My cousin posted the following message on her blog yesterday and I couldn't agree with her more...

"I voted...just not for the guy who won. quite frankly, he freaks me out. i didn't really like any of the options available and i tried to pick the lesser evil.

hello to socialsim and people getting something for nothing!!!
...housing, education and my personal favorite: health care.
goodbye to work ethic, morals, personal responsibility & accountablility.
hello to partial birth abortions and tolerance.
goodbye to national defense and the best military in the world
and to private gun owner rights....

....but heres to hoping i am wrong, about all of this "change" and Obama and about electing a man who has not proven his character with his actions but rather with his incredibly mesmerizing public speaking skills alone.

i mean, people were being interviewed saying things like: "i voted for obama because ummm, he rocks!!" i don't know a thing about him or what he's done but i'll vote for him because it's just so darn hip and this guy over here voted for him, so he must be great....

i'll be quiet now. i'm hesitating even posting this. and hope i don't get shot. i realize that many people don't agree with me (obviously...). please don't get me wrong. i do think that our country is in dire need of change just not what this guy has to offer. i am not anti-american and i do support our country and believe we are all entitled to our opionions. i'm entitled to my opinion too, right? i learn a lot from hearing others points of view i would really like to hear the opinion of people who agree or disagree."

Amen cuz!

PLEASE...

2008-11-04T14:04:00.003-07:00

Vote today. It's more important now then ever.

Weekend Cali Trip

2008-10-27T11:48:00.015-06:00

Two weekends ago I made a quick trip out to California. My BF Nicole had a baby two months ago and this was the first time I could sneak away to see the cute new munchkin. I had a blast playing with Taylor, cuddling baby Peyton and catching up with Colie. Here are some pics from my fun filled weekend.

Fall

2008-10-27T10:43:00.005-06:00

I love this time of year...

I love fall because it means the start of the holiday season. Here are some things I love about fall:
-Going to the pumpkin farm
-Carving pumpkins
-Eating salted pumpkin seeds
-Fall decorations
-Dressing up
-Passing out candy
-Caramel apples
-Apple cider
-Hayrides
-Corn Mazes
-Pumpkin cheesecake
-Pumpkin pie
-Pumpkin cookies
-5 family birthdays

Nick and I carved pumpkins for his parents last night. I'm so not creative...I tried to draw a face. I wish I was more of an artist. I will definitely use a stencil when we carve pumpkins this week.

Travelin' Time

2008-10-09T09:45:00.003-06:00

On Friday I'll be here...

at the Marriott at Park City... to have a girls weekend, shop and dish about our latests books.

Next Wednesday I'll be here for UEA (fall break in Utah)...

to see my best friends new little one... baby Peyton!

Hopefully for Thanksgiving I'll be here...
to spend Thanksgiving with Nick and his family!

At Christmas I'll be here...

with the whole Meaker clan... happiest place on earth with my favorite people!

I'm really looking forward to all the fun traveling I get to do in the next few months.
Happy Fall!

All I can say is...

2008-10-03T12:38:00.005-06:00

THANK GOODNESS IT'S FRIDAY!

There are some weeks that by the time Friday comes I could not feel like I earned it more. The last few weeks... there has been way too much of this...

and not enough of this...

or this...

this weekend I'm going to do a lot of this...

my goal by Monday is to feel like this...

That's all!

Happy Birthday Pookie

2008-09-30T15:10:00.002-06:00

I just wanted to wish my youngest baby sister Heather, a Happy 17th Birthday. I love you so much. It has been so great to be able to work at the high school you attend. With our ten year difference in age we didn't get to do a lot together while I was a teenager and you were just a little one. I enjoy the chance to be close with you and give you advice when you need it. Thanks for the little things you do... like helping out with Scooter, filling up my water bottle every day and laughing with me while we listen to the cheesy dj's morning show on the way to school. You are a beautiful girl with so many wonderful talents. Enjoy being 17... before you know it you'll be 27 and have lots of responsibilities. Happy Birthday Pookie!
~Love your #1 (oldest) sis!

I'm Impressed...

2008-09-04T15:01:00.003-06:00

with this woman. I don't usually like to talk politics BUT Sarah Palin thoroughly wowed me last night. I'm not the type of voter who always votes with a certain party. I really try to get to know the candidates and their stands on important issues and then make my decision. I've been struggling with who I will vote for. The propaganda and chaos of a Presidential campaign makes me sick. I didn't know what to think when McCain announced his female running mate this week. I was at the least, skeptical. I watched the Republican convention last night and was amazed by Sarah Palin's delivery. She came out poised and let the world know she can handle her own. I was impressed with how well she balanced her delivery. She was nurturing and compassionate but also strong and bold with her comments. She has a baby boy who has Down syndrome and she promised all families of children with special needs that they "will have a friend and advocate in the White House." So cool! We'll see how she does in the media spotlight and throughout the rest of this campaign. If she continues to deliver it like she did last night... I think she and McCain will be heading to the White House. I'm curious to see how McCain will deliver his speech tonight. She's a tough act to follow. I encourage all of you that did not see her speech last night to check it out and decide for yourself. I know you can find it on CNN.com. Get educated!!!

Celebrate!!!

2008-08-26T15:40:00.003-06:00

Happy 24th Birthday to my little sissy, Meggie. I'm so glad that you are my sister. You are an amazing person. I love you Meghan, have a great day!

AND

Congratulations to my best friend Nicole. Nicole, Tristan & Taylor welcomed baby Peyton to their family yesterday. He is 7lbs, 2 oz, 18.5 inches long and totally looks like Tristan. I can't wait to see him when I go to California in October.

I survived...

2008-08-26T11:39:00.003-06:00

the first week of school. I'm officially a 2nd year teacher. There really is no getting past the chaos of the beginning of school. I have planned and prepped like crazy but it's still madness for the first little bit. I like to call it organized chaos. I'm super excited to work with the students I have this year. I love working at a high school--it's so much fun and there are so many great social opportunities for my students. Here's to another fabulous year!

I'm a Slacker!

2008-08-11T15:50:00.003-06:00

So I'm kind of pathetic when it comes to blogging I guess. I've had most of the summer off, I don't have a hubby or kids, I didn't go on too many vacations and I check other peoples blogs several times a week. So am I lazy? Anyone that knows me would say no... so what's my deal? I guess my life just isn't that exciting... I'm going to try to be better. I'll recap this last month since it's been about that long since I have blogged.

-Taught summer school 4 days a week- 2.5 hours a day-- so fun and chill-- I was done by 10:30 every day!

-Bootcamp every MWF. Thank you Natalie for continually kicking my butt. For those of you that don't know, boot camp is run by one of my favorite people (natalie). She's a trainer at the gym that nick works at. It's one hour, three days a week of group
training run like boot camp. I love it! I've never enjoyed working out until I started these boot camps. I've actually lost a few pounds which is great and I have much better cardio endurance!

-Lots of water skiing. I'm pretty decent but I've hit a wall as far as skill goes. I can shoot back and forth across the wake just fine but I can't lay down and make big sprays like nick and his friends can. Nick says I've got to be willing to wreck to get better. I hate wrecking so I'm fine staying where I'm at thank you very much.

-BBQing- We BBQ a lot in the summer. My new BBQ obsession this summer is Brats-- they are so good... as long as your willing to NOT think about what's really in them.

-Nick moved in to his new house... I've had lots of fun spending his money on home decor and new furniture. We had a fun 5 hour IKEA excursion-- Nick was so great-- he didn't complain once. He pretty much let me get whatever I wanted. I actually think he enjoyed part of the process. I absolutely refuse to let his house look like a bachelor pad. It's still masculine but classy and modern. I think he does like all the decor even if he won't admit it!

-Time with the kiddos- I've been able to enjoy my adorable niece and nephews this summer. They are the cutest munchkins around.

-80 years old- Nicks sweet grandma ruth turned 80 this month. She had a fun dance party at her house with a live band. The next night we had a family dinner at Hamilton's. You should see this woman- you'd never guess she's 80! She asked me to help her with some of the details for the parties and I had a blast helping her.

-Helping out at the restaurant I used to work at here and there.

-Getting my classroom ready for next year.

That's about it for summer. This coming Thurs, Fri, Mon, Tues we have teacher meetings and then next Wednesday the chaos officially begins. Where did summer go?

Yogurt Kisses

2008-07-06T21:39:00.003-06:00

Nick's sister and niece are in town for the week. We are having a great time playing together. Yogurt kisses were big tonight. We thought this video would be great for America's Funniest Home Video... what do you all think?

June Baby!!!

2008-07-01T11:03:00.015-06:00

So I have to apoligize for neglecting my blog for the last month or so. Here's a catch up of what I've been up to in June!

The first of the month Nick and I decided last minute to join some friends in Vegas. We had a blast enjoying the sun, shopping and eating way too much.

After the Vegas trip, I came back to watch Cori's 3 little munchkins with my parents all week while Cori and Craig enjoyed a 5 year anniversary trip to Cancun. We had a blast together... could these little one's be any cuter???

I turned the big 2-7 this month... happy birthday to me!

I made a quick trip out to Cali to see my BF Nicole... she's having a baby boy at the end of August and I won't be able to be there since school will have started back up by then. It's always good to see Colie and friends. My trips are never long enough and I feel bad that I don't get to see everyone... especially family. My next trip out is devoted to seeing family... I promise!

This past weekend Cori and her little one's came up to Logan to play!!! Craig had a ward camp-out he had to go on and Cori didn't want to be home alone all weekend with the kids. We had so much fun together. Thursday we went to the Aquatics center with Hannah and Carter--the kids had a blast-- they even went on the big twirly slide (with Cori and I holding them of course). Friday, Nick and I took Cori, Hannah and Carter out on the boat. The kids had fun zipping around on the boat, Hannah even got to drive. Nick and I skied (sp???) and Cori got very close... next time sis! She did so good for someone who has never even attempted to slolom ski with a ski that was way to big for her. We pulled over to a little shore and skipped rocks with the kids. After boating that night, we went to Mom and Dad's and I made homemade spanish rice, refried beans and chicken and steak fajitias for the fam! Saturday morning, Cori, Mom, the 3 little munchkins and I hit up a few garage sales, went to the local farmer's market and did a little damage at the mall. We had a great weekend! It was truly delightful!

I'm looking forward to the upcoming holiday weekend. Next Monday I start teaching summer school for 4 weeks. I'm actually really excited to go back to work. Summer school is only 4 days a week and 2.5 hours a day so I will still have plenty of summer to enjoy!

Jam Session

2008-06-05T10:51:00.006-06:00

So somehow at Sunday dinner a few weeks ago we got on the topic of Pam Tillis...I think we were reminiscing about a birthday party of Meghan's several years ago... there were bathing suit costumes, funny makeup and a Pam Tillis song I believe... Raquel you should remember. Anyways... Dad busted out some old Pam Tillis CD and we rocked out-- country style. We had a blast dancing, singing, cheesing it up. Dad loved it-- "a serrendipidous moment"-- he likes to call these type of happenings. It was random and fun. I love my family! Don't mind our sweaty- lazy day pics!

Birthdays!!!

2008-06-05T10:43:00.004-06:00

It's been a while since I've blogged! I've been going crazy with the end of school year happenings, birthdays and last minute trips to Vegas!

Nick turned 30 on May 26th and Matt turned 28 on May 28th! All Nick wanted to do for his big 3-0 was go camping and boating (we live to waterski in the summer) BUT the weather was crummy--so we did lam-o indoor stuff for his birthday. We made up for it last weekend with a last minute trip to Vegas. I'll blog about that later. We plan on skiing this weekend! For Matt's birthday we went to see the new Indiana Jones movie. Afterwards we had pizza, cake and ice cream and opened up presents. Anyone that knows Matt--knows that's a perfect day for him! Happy Birthday to two men I love and adore!

Field Trip

2008-05-14T08:25:00.006-06:00

Last week our 3 classes from the high school went on a field trip to the dinosaur park in Ogden. It was a perfect field trip. The bus drive wasn't too long, the timing of the activities was just right, the students were really well behaved and it was actually kind of relaxing--believe it or not. I really had fun just hanging out and playing with our students. I have some really great pics of the them but of course I can't post them. So you just get some funny ones of me! You really are never too old to climb through small spaces. I was proud that I still can... my kids thought it was great. Don't mind the totally unflattering first pic... not my best shot!

It's Official

2008-05-06T11:57:00.005-06:00

Well after all the hard work and so much time... it's official! I'm a college graduate. Meghan and I both graduated last Saturday from the College of Education. I received my BS in Special Education with an emphasis in severe disabilities. Megs received hers in Family Consumer Human Development (FCHD) with an emphasis in community and family relations-- I think. Sorry if I messed that up Megs. I've been teaching for the last year as an intern-teacher (basically a teacher at intern pay until you get your degree). Now I can really make the big bucks... Ha Ha! It was so great to have all my family and loved ones with me. Thank you to my friends and family who have been so supportive and helped me get through everything. A big thank you to my family for making graduation so special for me and Meghan. YIPPEE!!!

Shout Out to my Sisters!

2008-05-02T12:06:00.007-06:00

I really have the most amazing family. I have been so blessed to have so many sisters. I would like to share a few thoughts about each of them.

Lynners Beginners (Cori)- Those of you that have known us through the years-- know that Cori and I were a little like water and oil together growing up. We tended to butt heads and judge each other. I remember my Mom being so worried that we would not be friends when we grew up. Well maybe our differences as children endeared us as adults because I absolutely adore my little grown up sis. I'm amazed at what she has accomplished in her twenties. Cori and I are still different but I think we truly appreciate and love our differences. I love her and her sweet family!

Megs/Meggie/Sheller Bells (Meghan)- Meggie has always been and still remains one of the sweetest girls in the world. Meghan has this sweet innocence about her that I really believe is rare in anyone anymore. Meghan and I are probably the most alike when it comes to our emotions and how deeply we feel things. When we love-- we love with everything, when we cry--we really cry and when we laugh--we act like teenagers. Meghan still has so much to offer this world-- people love her--I just know she's always going to be one of those girls that others adore!

Tar Bear (Tarah)- Tarah is definitely the most laid-back of all the sisters. Tarah does not have that crazy intensity that most of us Meaker girls have--the intensity that usually gets us in trouble or saying/doing things that we regret. Tarah has a very calm, collected way of doing things... she really helps balance our family out. Tarah is also super creative with just about everything she does. I am not artistic and all of my sisters are-- it's not fair! Tarah has always been a good listener and I really appreciate that about her.

Pookie (Heather)- Heather is definitely the most energetic of the "girls" in our family. She's a ball of fire-- and always has been. She used to rock out to "Wild Thing" when she was 2 years old. She has always kept the family fun. She has great comedic timing--and her impressions are hilarious. Heather is also super-talented. Just about everything she tries-- she's amazing at. Again another trait I wish I had. Heather is also extremely helpful... anytime I have ever needed help with anything she's right there to help out. She's got an amazing work ethic.

I also need to mention my sweet Mother- Nora. All of us girls would not be who we are without our Mom. She is the most compassionate, caring, hard-working, understanding (and every other amazing adjective there is) person. I'm more grateful for my Mom than is possible to express in words. Anyone who knows my Mom understands. We tease my Dad a lot for this but he say's it perfect. "Nora is my Mary Poppins wife... practically perfect in every way."

I sometimes wonder how I was ever so lucky to be born into my family. Reflecting on all the wonderful characteristics of my sisters... I am humbled by who they are and hope that someday I can possess some of their wonderful traits. I love you all!

Home Stretch

2008-05-01T08:27:00.003-06:00

I can't believe that May is already here! I'm in the home stretch of my first year of teaching-- our last day of school is May 30...21 school days left. What a ride this has been! I'm so grateful for all of the support I have had from family, friends and co-workers. I'm especially grateful for my students. They have taught me a ton and been patient with me as I've learned the ropes. Teaching special education is a different experience from anything else I have ever done. I have not had the opportunity to start a family yet but I'm so happy for the wonderful experiences I get to have with my students every day. They bring me joy and make all the hard work worth it. I just hope that in time I can become better at what I do. So... here's to a great last month of school... a fun summer... and another amazing ride next year!

New Car

2008-04-23T08:57:00.003-06:00

So I finally did it... I bought a new car... something I have been wanting to do for a few years now. I guess I feel like I can now that I have a "real" job. I was originally going to buy an SUV but with gas prices and such I figured that might not be the smartest move. I also don't have kiddos to haul around and I don't tow things so I figured I can drive a fun car for a few more years and then go for something bigger. I love Nissan cars... I'd like to buy the new Pathfinder next. I bought the new 2008 Nissan Altima-- in winter white. I have not taken any pictures of it yet and the weather is kind of yucky right now so I've posted some stock photos. I'll put some actual pics up soon. Anyway... I'm super excited because I sold my old car on my own, wheeled and dealed to get the best deal on a new one and financed it (at an amazing interest rate) all on my own!!! It's about time at 26 that I make a real adult purchase. I've had it about 2 weeks now and I love it. It's got fun features, drives well and gets great gas mileage. I have not had to make my first car payment yet so I might not be so happy in a few weeks. But until then, I'm loving it!

Tag

2008-04-10T17:36:00.011-06:00

A tag from my sister... favorites... answer using pictures

Color:

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Holiday:

Animal:

Vacation spot:

Food:

Worst Habit:

Job:

Dessert/Treat:

Hobby:

and

Me: (and Tay my BF's little one)

Celebrate!!!

2008-04-05T21:55:00.003-06:00

***WARNING*** THIS POST IS A LITTLE SELF-INDULGENT

A little celebration for myself...

So I'm just finishing my first year of teaching. I was originally supposed to do my student teaching last fall and graduate in December. However, last April I got a call from one of my professors saying that the local high school needed a special ed teacher and they had no applicants for the position. The school district asked the University to recommend some "soon to be done" students who would do on-the-job student teaching. It's like an internship... you get paid 5/8 of a teachers salary until you graduate and then become a full paid teacher. Oh yeah and you are the only teacher... it's student teaching by yourself. Anyway... I was encouraged to apply and what do you know I got the job. So I started my first year this last fall scared to death. I have attended a nationally recognized program at USU and had great training but let's face it, there's nothing like your first year... it's madness. On top of the first year madness I had to be observed by University professors (to meet student teaching course requirements) and complete a portfolio. A portfolio is a huge project... I filled a 2 inch binder full with work samples, reports, write-ups, data, etc. The grade sheet alone is 14 pages long! Somehow I've made it this far... Yesterday I turned in my portfolio to the University and (on the same day) had my last IEP of the year. Sidenote: An IEP is an individualized educational plan for a student in special ed. The IEP drives all the goals and objectives that the students work on for a year. They can be a little stressful in the planning stages. So sorry to bother you all with my teaching details but this has been my life for the last little while and I'm so happy to be officially finishing up...I graduate in May!

Now that the stress is done I have some fun things to look forward to:

I'm on spring break for a week
I just sold my car and will hopefully have a new one in a few days
I get a massage and my hair done on Tuesday
I get to watch my nephews and niece for a few days next weekend
I'm going to Vegas in a few weeks to play with some friends from high school

Bottom line... I'm feeling pretty good right now!

Friends~

2008-03-27T22:23:00.006-06:00

I just had to say a few words about my friends. First of all, I live with two amazing girls. I feel very blessed to live with two wonderful, mature, single girls. How all three of us are still not married baffles me. Not to sound conceited but we are pretty great. Ok they are great-- but I know they would say the same about me. Jocelyn (on the far left) is finished with college and has been working as a Dental Hygenist here in Logan for a few years. She just bought her first house (where we live) and has a beautiful new Lexus that I'll never be able to afford! Tara (in the middle) is in the Dietetics program at USU. It is a very intense, competive program and she is doing amazing. She works so hard and I'm so proud of her. I'm so grateful to have these ladies in my life. It's hard the older you get to be single and find normal single friends (especially in a place like Logan, UT). These girls are truly wonderful people. We all knew eachother just as acquaintances when we first moved in together a couple of years ago. In the last few years these ladies have become some of my best friends. I know the Lord brought us together for a reason during this interesting, challenging and rewarding time of our young adult lives. The picture below is of some more awesome people in my life. I'm grateful for all of them.

March Madness!!!

2008-03-24T14:36:00.004-06:00

So this is for my honey...

Between my roommate and my boyfriend, we watch a lot of sports at my house. Now for the most part I don't pay attention, I usually read or work on the computer when they are on. If the Jazz, the Aggies or a really big game is on I'm interested but for the most part I don't really care. So last week after I worked out, Nick and some of his friends from the gym were all talking about their picks for March Madness. Somehow I ended up filling out the brackets or whatever you call it. I really didn't have a theory... I picked the higher seeds for the most part with a few random... I think I've heard something about that school or... I've always wanted to visit there. Note to all: I did not pick based on my favorite jersey color-- I'm not that bad! Now... I may not be way into sports but I am super competitive--thanks Dad! Since Thursday I have been obsessing over my picks. I have to admit it has really been a lot of fun. Nick thinks it's the greatest thing-- we literally watched basketball all weekend and I was right by his side freaking out over each nail-biting game. I'm already excited about next year. I told Nick I was going to study next year. He laughed and said "well you'll be watching lots of Sports Center" (another good one for him). I think if he knew how easy it would be to get me hooked he would have had me picking brackets long ago. Now for the greatest part... Nick called me at work today to inform me that out of 50 people, so far I'm tied for 1st! So who knew a girly-girl like me would have so much fun with college basketball. Hopefully I'll stay at the top... I'll keep y'all posted!

Family Time

2008-03-17T22:32:00.002-06:00

So I had to write about my fun weekend with my family. It's funny the older you get... you appreciate the simple things in life. Friday... Mom, Cori, Meghan, baby Ethan and I went out to Sushi for our first book club meeting. We discussed the OK book we read, the next book we are going to read but mostly we talked about our favorite vampire love saga. You have got to love grown women dishing about teenage love like it is the most important thing in life. I love how serious we get when discussing our favorite vampire. Anyway... it was fun. We all went back to my house and re-watched our favorite Idol clips. Cori and I are hooked now and the rest of the fam is getting there. The real hooker is last week and this week the Idol contestants are singing Lennon-McCartney songs so you know we've got Dad hooked! Saturday... Cori, Heather and I got pedi's and went shopping--thanks Craig for watching the babes so we could play! That night Meghan threw a surprise party for Ashton's 26th birthday. Props to Megs for a fun party! My sisters and I all live relatively close but our lives are hectic and we don't get together as much as we would all like. I'm really grateful for the time we get to spend together. I have a wonderful family... amazingly supportive parents, an angel for a brother and the most precious sisters. My niece and nephews are so precious to me. I love the sweet little people they are and I love watching them grow. I can't wait to have my own children but until then I am so happy for the time I get to spend with the sweet little ones in the Meaker clan. I love my family!

I guess I'm doing this!

2008-03-17T14:38:00.000-06:00

Well I absolutely love looking at everyone's blogs. It's such a great way to see what everyone is up to. The main topic of most people's blogs are usually their kiddos. I don't have any and for that reason I have kept from getting a blog. However, I've been told I need to anyway! So here I am... this is for you Cori and Meghan. I actually do have kids (the kids I teach). They really feel like my kids because I spend so much time with them and WOW I get to deal with some fun behaviors. The problem is I can't really talk about them specifically or show your cute pics of them. My students are all protected by confidentiality laws so sorry. But just know that I laugh everyday and no two days are ever the same. You would not believe some of the things I get to encounter. It really is so much fun. Teaching at a high school level is so great because there are an abundance of social opportunities for my students. It's really kind of a trip teaching at a high school. Finally (approaching the end of the year) I think most people know I'm a teacher NOT a student. You got to love being 26, walking through the halls and being asked why you are not in class! I will try to post when cute or exciting things in my life happen but be aware my life is pretty regimented right now. My day starts at 6 when I wake up, work til 3 or 4, errands, the gym, and a little mindless reality TV. I'm a sucker for it. It doesn't help that I bought a new 42 inch HDTV. I do have a cute little handicapped dog named Scooter (his hind end doesn't work to well-- when he was a pup he had to "scoot" to get around). I really am so thankful for my high maintenance dog. It's nice to have someone (even if it's an animal) that really needs you to survive. My biggest mistake with him was letting him sleep in my bed... he's hooked and I don't have the heart to make him sleep in his bed. It doesn't matter where I have him on my bed he always ends up glued to my side. It really is kind of enduring. I'm not quite sure how to customize my blog yet so give me a few days to get it up and running.